Pain (Age: 15)

It's not the pain on the outside,
Not the physical pain.
That doesn't matter
It doesn't hurt.
It's the little thing inside of me
That suffers,
That feels the pain.
It's the self confidence that is battered.
Torn, ripped up,
Taken from me.
Self pity rises to take it's place.
The feeling of loneliness is overwhelming.
Hatred washes over everything.
I feel no pain,
No love,
No self pity,
No loneliness.
It has harden me beyond caring.
Hatred is all I have.