My Visions of You (Age: 14)

To me you're like a fantasy.
A knight in shining armor.
A face without a name.
Just someone I happen to think of.
I see you walking down the halls,
Your eyes are deep and mysterious
And you're always alone, how come?
I want to get to know you
To know your name
To be your friend
To be your faithful companion.
But I'm too shy to approach you
And I don't think you'll come to me.
So until get up the courage
Just wait for me.

Doorway to Heaven (Age: 14)

I stood there all by myself,
With no one around to see me
To comfort me
No one showing me they care.
My eyes are flooded with tears,
Streaming down uncontrollably.
Nothing can stop them.
Nothing will.
My heart will continue bleeding.
I will suffer in silent pain.
I have nowhere to go to
No one to turn to.
All alone in the pitch darkness
Thinking of ways to end this misery.
The blade in my hands felt warm,
Welcoming in a wrenched sick way.
Memories of the past rushed through me
As I plunged it deep into my soul.
A smile spread across my face
As the hard cement ground
Slowly covered with my thick, red blood.
My life is pouring out of me
From this scarlet river, to the lifeless puddle.
I looked up to heaven and smiled.
I'm finally going to a place
I've always been dying to go to.

Love Fool (Age: 14)

I didn't want this to happen.
I didn't want our love to end.
I didn't want to break up
And be hurt by you again.
The last time that this happened
I promised myself it's through.
But when the pain was finally over,
I found myself back in love with you.
So when we started to go back out
I thought it was meant to be.
I thought that it would last this time
'Cause you meant everything to me.
But I guess I made a mistake.
Whatever I thought was wrong.
It doesn't matter what I'm thinking
Your love for me is gone.
But through everything that's happened,
I'm still in love with you.
I guess I'll always be
That deeply wounded love fool.

Endless Life (Age: 14)

My soul is unhappy.
My heart is not at rest.
Everything's so confusing.
My life is a mess.
I walk around in circles,
Aimlessly day after day.
I need somewhere to go to,
A place where I can stay.
Somewhere quiet and peaceful.
A cemetery would be best.
When I'm buried six feet under
My heart can happily rest.