Suffocating Thoughts (Age: 16)

What do you do when everyone you know hates you?
What do you do when you have no real friends?
What do you do when plain living is suffocating?
What do you do when you know your life must end?

Do you sit away quietly
Wondering who would care?
Do you huddle in the corner
And do nothing but stare?
Do you lash out at the world
For being so unfair?
Do you tell them all to fuck right off
To just get the hell out of here?

So, you finally realized you're just a joke
Now what are you going to do?
You think of ways to end your life
And make them feel bad too.
But do you think that they would care?
Do you think they'll even notice?
Do you think they'll waste time on you?
That you'd actually be missed?

None of that would happen.
When will you ever see?
To them you're just a nobody.
To them you're just like me.